something to live for.

I need revitalization.
I need reassurance.
I need to feel like I’m doing things right.
I need to know there is a means to the end.
I need to know that this isn’t all in vain.
I need to know this isn’t the last call.
I need to know there is something else coming out there.
I need something to believe in.
I need a renewed sense of hope.
I need a slap in the face.
I need a cold shower.
I need a shot of something strong.
I need to recalibrate.
I need to reevaluate.
I need something thoroughly modern.
I need to feel like I haven’t passed my prime.
I need to feel like I haven’t lost my novelty.
I need to feel like I haven’t lost my motivation.
I need to feel like I haven’t lost my vision.
I need to feel like I haven’t lost my sanity.
I need to feel like I’m not crazy.
I need to know it’s only a matter of time.
I need to know that it’s worth the wait.
I need to know that you’re somewhere out there.
I need to know where you are.
I need to know when you’re going to get here.
I need to know your phone number.
I need you in my bed.
I need to feel you next to me.
I need to feel my chest pressed to yours.
I need to feel your heartbeat.
I need to know your motives.
I need to know your intentions are pure.
I need to know you won’t paint me in watercolors.
I need to know you won’t wash me away.
I need to know you won’t wash yourself away.
I need something worth fighting for.
I need something to keep on marching for.
I need something to shovel out for.
I need something to keep on keepin’ on for.
I need something to dance for.
I need something to sing for.
I need something to celebrate for.
I need something to live for.